yikes!

random photo of buttons

my head is about to explode

I cannot think nor do much of anything

and of course, my to-do list is massive

I leave early Thursday morning for the States

however, my passport hasn't come back from the embassy!!

I sent it off to get pages added

and miscalculated how long it would take

now I have been spending the last few days with

a stomach full of acid......worrying

I have spoken to someone in the embassy twice now

and they have said it will be with me tomorrow

and if it isn't?

aaaarrrrggggghhhh!!!!!

I know, it is totally my fault

once again a product of my not getting things done

got.to.stop

I am flying into KC to stay with my mother - and then she and I

and a few other family members

are going to Mexico for a week

I am really hoping to spend a good portion of my time

emptying out this head of mine

it is so cluttered......and noisy

I think some people are good with that

I am learning it stops me

stops me from doing things

distracts me so much

I cannot settle anywhere

with anything

am not too thrilled with being away from S for so long....

my main purpose is the few weeks I will be staying with my mother

we will be tackling all the cupboards, closets, boxes, drawers, shelves, etc

that are completely filled to the brim

donating, selling, keeping - clearing!

I think it will make us both feel really good

altho, I think there will be some emotional moments

a couple of scenes of my desk....which I am leaving in a terrible mess!

and the unfinished bird I was supposed to finish before I left