my head is about to explode
I cannot think nor do much of anything
and of course, my to-do list is massive
I leave early Thursday morning for the States
however, my passport hasn't come back from the embassy!!
I sent it off to get pages added
and miscalculated how long it would take
now I have been spending the last few days with
a stomach full of acid......worrying
I have spoken to someone in the embassy twice now
and they have said it will be with me tomorrow
and if it isn't?
I know, it is totally my fault
once again a product of my not getting things done
I am flying into KC to stay with my mother - and then she and I
and a few other family members
are going to Mexico for a week
I am really hoping to spend a good portion of my time
emptying out this head of mine
it is so cluttered......and noisy
I think some people are good with that
I am learning it stops me
stops me from doing things
distracts me so much
I cannot settle anywhere
am not too thrilled with being away from S for so long....
my main purpose is the few weeks I will be staying with my mother
we will be tackling all the cupboards, closets, boxes, drawers, shelves, etc
that are completely filled to the brim
donating, selling, keeping - clearing!
I think it will make us both feel really good
altho, I think there will be some emotional moments
a couple of scenes of my desk....which I am leaving in a terrible mess!
and the unfinished bird I was supposed to finish before I left